My Christmas Wish

Last week was a total blur with me getting between 1 to 3 hours of sleep each day. Sleep deprived, and surviving on black coffees since my food rations was depleted, I worked myself into a total tensed up bundle of unraveling nerves last week. I did not want to screw up the exams, and spent every waking hour either studying for the exams or worrying about them.
And then Thursday night came. I had not slept since Wednesday, been skipping meals, and had been trying to cram everything in my already numbed brain for next day's exams. 8 pm, I remember walking into the bathroom and then I found myself regained consciousness on the bathroom floor a few minutes later. Stupid me had fainted, and I tasted blood in my mouth. Yuck! I had been bleeding. I started feeling lightheaded and dizzy and decided I needed some sleep. 10.30 pm, I woke up again, worried that I am going to missing revising for my exams. And I studied throughout the night.
I felt very nervous the next day for my first paper at 8.30 am. I still felt lightheaded and started feeling shaky at my seat. I griped tightly onto my pen. When the exam started, I found it difficult to collect myself and I made some silly mistakes. I had studied all the materials, but my nerves got to me.
Exams are over now. Not counting the first paper, I did confidently on the rest of the exam papers. Everything I studied came up in the exams. I would have done better on the first paper since I knew how to do all the questions, but I let my nerves get to me. I was very disappointed for goofing up on the first paper.
Now, my Christmas wish is that I get really good scores on these exams, despite my stupid blunders on the first paper. Pray for me please because I really need good scores on those exams to boost my scholarship chances to get me into college. College and scholarship deadlines are coming up next month, and I need to present a good image on my academic resume.